And when all her prayers where answered She understood why she had to wait so long When she hit obstacle after obstacle She understood what she was doing wrong When she couldn’t find light in all that run She became the whole sun☀️
Your origin, your skin colour, your physical apperance, your age, Everything outside of you is used as a barrier to limitate you. A barrier that limitates and try to vanish your happiness, by letting you focus on destructive competiton and taking. Everything that looks fixed, like it goes with a recognizable flow it’s a lock put in you, so you can’t reach your full potential. A barrier that gives you confusion because you choose to be controled and be stuck in other people’s world. The world outside of you interference badly with the world inside of you, letting it undeveloped due to external causes. The guilt doesn’t belong to society but to you. Focusing too much on something you can’t control is self-destruction. Why to be stubborn on some things you know that aren’t worth your focus. Your focus should be in building your inner world, spending time alone to reflect what you want and what you don’t want. Your focus should be in progress, in the ride not only in the place that you want the ride to take you. Your focus should be in gratitude and giving to others. Your focus should be kindness. Your focus should be you. Other’s advice are shit compared to your inner voice because they can’t see with your eyes even if you ripped them off and give it to them.(my beautiful hazel eyes) But how to unlock your true potential if you don’t know what you want? Not everyone has the same dreams and everyone has their own ways. By creating a duality and unity at the same time. Visualizing yourself as how you want to be… And then reflect on who you are. Now unite them together and come to a conclusion. What does it take for me to go there and what should I kill from my last version to enjoy the new version? It’s hard and painful sometimes because you have to kill something in you that you think that can’t be killed. That’s illusion, you can choose to experience a full metamorphosis and not reincarnate again. And you have to cut off people that weren’t never with you just masked that way by your emotions. Emotions are meant to be felt but not to be a controller. By juggling what you think feel and want you create a balance, that gives you a full package of mental, spiritual and material world in a way that makes you feel complete. I’m not a big fan of Sigmund Freud but that shadow strategy is useful. It’s like waking up both devil and angel in you and integrating them into society for your own good and growth. If Napoleon Hill for example classifies everything negative as a Devil and everything positive as God adding them together you have the whole universe and beyond. All the unkown world. And a part of universe are also you. Also here we have a barrier. Jugding the negative energy as something that is always bad and the positive energy as always good. For example you always give and don’t accept to take from people. You find it hard to say no. You wanna help everyone even if they don’t deserve it. Someone has not studied as much as you and begs you to help them to pass and you do. They win the school, you help them also to find a job without having them to worry at all, cuz you are people pleaser motherfucker. To the point now – you made them dependent on other people, you didn’t let them learn the lesson through consequences, you became their barrier that didn’t let them to grow and to find theirself. You made them feel like there’s no way they could do it by themselves, you fed their doubts. Look how bad you are now. Reverse Now someone ask you to find them a job even thought there aren’t good at it. The boss is your cousin so why not to help a friend in need. By telling them to fuck off and work in themselves in order to find the job that there are good at and that they enjoy. Others may say this is so out of you because it is the shadow inside of you that comes to light. They don’t see it but you have it for one reason. The reason isn’t to repressed it but to use it in the most convenient way for you. (Nobody is asking me to find them a job it’s just for ilustrating) I was and am that type of person that when I’m sad or frustated with people I fight when I see it convenient and when I don’t.. I take all of that in me. Not being sad or frustated but motivated to level up to do something good for myself by exercising, writing, meditating or helping someone. Look how little you are, everything that you throw to cause me bad I’m using it to build myself. ‘Cuz like the Rome we are built from ashes.