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Tick tack! Tick tack!

Please stop! I’m stuck..

“I wait for nobody”- said the clock

“Go easy on me I can barely see!”

There’s fog in here nothing is clear.

Tick tack!

Clock stopped in the seconds hand.

Leaving me in the cursed fogy land

And I became a victim of the clock

Waiting tiredlessly for the green light so  I can walk and mock this evil clock.

Tick tack the clock started ticking..

Blindly and furiously I started hitting

Leaving the clock without an impact on me

Because I got the gun I needed to set myself free..

I wanna let this heavy cloud out,
To pour all this rain out!

But in doubt, I never let it out..
It’s a rain of a different kind,
It’s the rain of my own mind!

Heavy it flows, can you hear the noise?!

It’s so loud, I sickly thought you can hear this sound.

I jump from the cliff of own thought and
By another thought I was caught!

I can’t even hear my inner voice
But this deathness, wasn’t my choice.

Rest was a luxury I couldn’t afford…

In fear of drowning I kept the rain in
And that was my sin..

Oh the way this rain rotted my brain, made me numb to the pain,
and emptiness became my stain;

And they became a slave to the money..
Faking their own existence, huh; Funny!
They became more needy and greedy!
More than enough, these wicked had,
But the idea of more, satisfied their head.
No  problem with the amount of money but the bullshit that they share,
It would be better in another way to dare..
I don’t see humans, all I see are dead bodies walking and with the script of the “money” they be talking..
“Moneyyy!” They are all hoes in your toes!
Promise them to be soon in their hands
Now “empress” they are in your commands!
Make them dance, make them cry
Make them theirselves to lie..

Make them to destroy and manipulate,
In the end they’ll be served in your plate.
Make them to think they hold power and grace,
Leave them without a soul, identity or a race…
Leave them naked and  to believe they are covered in gold,
Possess them with this illusion that you sold.
You ain’t evil, you’re just a mirror that reflects a part of  reality clearer..

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When things don’t go as planned,
When they take too long,
When you feel stuck!
That’s the biggest blessing!
But to recieve the blessing, you have to keep going even if you don’t see what’s behind your efforts. Have faith that everything you deserve will come. GOD is building a door for you, that nobody can even move, nevertheless destroy. To your judgement is taking too long and too slow, but to God’s judgement, is taking the needed time, to become unbreakable and lasting. But also to make you humble and grateful through the process. Don’t trouble your heart and mind for the blessings, that will come to you as soon as you start to count the ones you already have. Take care and don’t be surprised when what who thought will lead you to rock bottom, to actually lead you to your highest potential❤

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Served with beautiful lies and memorized lines,

Served with a psychological examination,

And a little bit of frustration,

I am not full yet…

Triggered by my calmness and my fortress of peace,

Slowly they came and tried to collapse my fortress,

Than I build higher walls, so the snakes couldn’t shake my peace again,

But what about the beautiful birds can they fly to me

Since I build my walls too high?

Maybe I am asking too much…

Different layers and different snakes but all poisoned me

Now my soul is in coma, it will take some time until I recover…

My soul dances with this beat,
Like it’s one with it!

My soul fights battles with this beat,
Like it doesn’t know defeat!

My soul cries with this beat,
When it doesn’t start to repeat!

I breathe freedom with this beat,
And give life to my soul and meat!

With this beat I fly high but remain in the ground,
I can’t live without my sound!!

It’s the beat of my soul, the essence of a eternal goal,
And it is this beat, that makes me feel complete;

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I can give my life to you today!
And  for you to God I will pray!
I can feed and protect you;
I can be the shoulder, where you can cry too!

I’ll celebrate with you the happy days
And will hold you, when there’s no more sun rays

Until…
Until you develop the mindset that you can fool me
And control the truth that I see…

And for eternity I’m gone and that’s your lost..
For me it’s a gain, but for you comes with cost..
Ain’t no coming back because for a life of truth, I show no ruth!
And even if you’re “Closer than my skin on meat”
To shed you wouldn’t be my defeat…

There’s strength in the “weakness” of vulnerability. There’s strength in speaking when your voice shakes, there’s strength in being honest when lies make things more “convenient”. There’s strength in living in a negligent world.

There’s strength in not giving up, on what your soul seeks…
There’s strength in smiling, when the world tries to kill your smile.
There’s strength in chasing your dreams when the world labels you a delirium…