inner world – Freedomistheluxuryiseek

Why you put me in such a heavy sleep?
Silent lullaby my body is asleep but my brain is awake..
Help me for God’s sake!
Silent lullaby! You’re being too loud
Acting harmless but damn you have such an ubearable sound
Silent lullaby you trying to fool me to believe things that aren’t true
Stop it! I’m saying things I really don’t mean too..
Silent lullaby I hate you because no matter how much I put all my heart to something with all I got
You eat something in me that shakes all my reality..
Still I don’t give up but I start to doubt.
What’s the meaning in it ?
With an evil smirk slowly you possess every part of me..
Making me feel like I’m a show for others to see!
You think that I’m your marionette?!
Wait until I find the scissors to cut the thread!
Wait until I remove the blindfold!
And get connected for the first time with the world..
I’ll rip your face for every mispresantion of me that you gave..
Friendly demon I’ll put you in grave
I wont cover my scars and I won’t hide my tears, even the world laughs at me and takes pleasure by my vulnerability
I’ll be the soldier that looks her demons in the eyes and makes them to say:
“It’s a losing game her soul never dies”

I can hear your screams through your scars
I can feel what you hiding from a distance of a miles

I can tell the sadness into your bright smiles
It’s like a signature rooted in your eyes

I can see your meat poisoned from inside
I can see your soul isolated from the world outside

I hate to see you sabotaging your own self
Puting your dreams on a locking shelf

You locked your dreams with your doubts and with those “I don’t deserve this happiness” thoughts

You locked your dreams with multiple locks, feeling heavy like your mind is loaded with sharp cutting rocks

You pour yourself with all your heart to things you didn’t at least once think about

From what was dead you couldn’t move on
It was like in a spirit you were holded on

You saw Vulnerability as like giving bullets to an enemy

But your armor wasn’t strong you couldn’t risk this bond of hurt for too long

Repeating a cycle without solutions in it
Resulting on getting confronted or hit

Look beyond, look inside, look here, look there
the solution is somewhere

In hopes you don’t lose your mind be careful cuz the unknown isn’t always kind

You are longing for a different world to escape and with faith and time you will create

A different world in you will prevail reducing your search for peace to fail

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Silent lullaby📍

Sabotage💚