I can’t even feel my own existence,
Where does it come; this spirit of persistence?!
I’m so exhausted to hold on,
How I manage to keep going on?!
I feel such a heavy weight in my chest,
Why am I afraid to lay down and rest?!
Numbly I fighted to get things on my favour,
I’ve always been my own saviour..
I’ve been waiting for too long,
For something new, from the same song.
I mixed together doubt and hope…
Now I hold on my last string of this rope..
Why you put me in such a heavy sleep?
Silent lullaby my body is asleep but my brain is awake..
Help me for God’s sake!
Silent lullaby! You’re being too loud
Acting harmless but damn you have such an ubearable sound
Silent lullaby you trying to fool me to believe things that aren’t true
Stop it! I’m saying things I really don’t mean too..
Silent lullaby I hate you because no matter how much I put all my heart to something with all I got
You eat something in me that shakes all my reality..
Still I don’t give up but I start to doubt.
What’s the meaning in it ?
With an evil smirk slowly you possess every part of me..
Making me feel like I’m a show for others to see!
You think that I’m your marionette?!
Wait until I find the scissors to cut the thread!
Wait until I remove the blindfold!
And get connected for the first time with the world..
I’ll rip your face for every mispresantion of me that you gave..
Friendly demon I’ll put you in grave
I wont cover my scars and I won’t hide my tears, even the world laughs at me and takes pleasure by my vulnerability
I’ll be the soldier that looks her demons in the eyes and makes them to say:
“It’s a losing game her soul never dies”
Freedomistheluxuryiseek 