Come on…. Fly with me deep in my spiritual world.Maybe we can find each other there.Maybe we may lose a part of ourselves there but let’s be fearless until the end of everything….Let’s forget what the past created in our mind.Let’s forget every conception of the world that we are supposed to be living in..For a moment let’s be a little bit selfish just to show some self respect.Let’s fly from everything that is trying to cut our wings.Just fly slowly with me, until I can see the universe in your eyes.Let’s fall in love with our imperfections like they are a beautiful chaos of the enormous galaxy.Let’s fly away from the mediocrity and the messed up reality .Let’s create a reachable fantasy that provide us the power to give a new reality in our life….🌹💎🌹
Stop being afraid to write what you think and what you feel.Stop thinking it’s too boring,too short,too scary ,too dirty,too mediocre ,to clishe etc.,..Just write it! You think that way ?!Write that way then.Find the democracy in your head.Stop writing for freedom.Start looking for it ,in everything that you do.Write what your little absurd mind may think.Maybe no one would understand you ,maybe a lot of people may see your viewpoint, but don’t focus on that.Focus on sharing …Sharing your spiritual and mental world .Focus on getting to know yourself….
When I was a child ,I always felt inferior and never good enough.I felt like a was a total failure and the insecurities that I had made me feel worse.
In highschool I was bullied a lot in a form like:”hahah,it’s just a joke don’t take it seriosly” Fuck you😒From the depth of my heart Fuck you… Let me share with you some of the “friendly” jokes and sorry for the bad words🙊
1. You are fat you can’t do that exercise /(to be honest I was in a healthy weight ,but I wore baggy clothes and I had some hormonal issues that made me look like spongebob)
2.ughhhh your skin color is like a lemon/(Seriosly duck face?! Why are you buying that creamy yellow cream then?!😏)
3.You walk like a soldier and talk like a man/(I walk like a gangster and talk from my heart you insect voice)
These are the top 3 😅Now I’m 17 years old and I see that little child inside me and I just wanna hug her and say to her “I knew you were strong and I’m proud of you…..
Sometimes when I’m alone
I cry because I’m on my own
The tears I cry are bitter and warm
They flow with life but take no form
I cry because my heart is torn
And I find it difficult to carry on
If I had an ear to confide in
I would cry among my treasured friends
But who do you know that stops that long
to help another carry on?!😐
The world moves fast and it would
rather pass you by ,than stop and
See what makes you cry
It’s painful and sad and
sometimes I cry
And no one cares about why…