Depressive people everywhere
I know that…
suicide for you isn’t a dare
Because in your mind, no one care
And that inferiority you just can’t bare
“It takes more courage to live, than to die”
In your mind this should lie…
Tonight place your hand at your heart and say:”I have the power to feel alright”…..💎🥀
There’s a lock in your mind
That locks treasures of all kind
There’s a lock in your spirituality
That locks all the enormous energy
There’s a lock in the lock itself……
In this paranormal life section
I smile because of our platonic connection
You are extremely far away
But with me everyday
You are in “the lands of the Dead”
But I can feel you holding my hand
I can also feel you breathing near my bed
Calm like the air you come and go
Without letting me to say “hello”
You made me such a paranoiac
that even now
I see visions of you like a sick maniac….🥀💎
There are little demons fighting inside my head
I don’t wanna get out of my bed…..
But the headache wouldn’t let me fall asleep because
“Mental hell” inside me is burning deep🌬🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
………………………………………………………………….
Disconnected from the reality
I wish for a gun to shot out
this insanity……
Superstition by “others” was invented
Now in your sub conscience is planted
It makes you feel in deep agony
Without doubting the true reality
In a paranoiac search for “the truth”
Manipulators will show no ruth…
The devils will come in a smart way
To be with you every night and day
And then you will never know
How to get out from this paranormal flow
They will give you all kind of fancy drugs
To make your brain feel like full of bugs
And “the level of focusing ” will fall in a deep deep sleep……..🥀💎
Sometimes you must feel physicaly destroyed ,to thank the soul that keeps you alive
Sometimes you must feel spiritualy destroyed ,to curse the body for just breathing
Sometimes you must feel mentaly destroyed ,to know that you have just one life…..
Free your mind today
In this moment run away(*mentally)
Forget the guilt and the anxiety
And start building your perfect fantasy
Show Gratitude and respect
To everything that gives an impact
Smile even if the reasons are rare
Because someone is praying for your smile out there…
“And the fact that I don’t know ya doesn’t mean that I don’t care…🌍
The air is too heavy to breathe that even
the nose says:”I don’t wanna do this” underneath
The eyes are too heavy to see
a solution for this dark misory
The mind is too heavy to think ..
Like it’s all filled with permanent ink
The bones are too heavy to make you stand ,
Like you are in a cursed land
The blood is too heavy to flow
But in it’s places it will go
The feelings are too heavy
to let them go
Without looking like you’re
Making a drama queen show
Sometimes with the worst feelings you can write the best lines and with the good feelings you seem to be without any lines ….Why???
Maybe…because
we want the joy to be felt and
the sadness in the lines to be melt
Maybe because we want to share
for those struggling out there
Maybe because we want to express
In “artistic escape” all this stress
Maybe because pain gives us guts
To write like persecuated nuts
Maybe ….because
joy makes us a little bit weak
and the
urge to write vanish a little bit quick
Maybe, being all alone in this “grey inner world Zone” is God’s way to say:
Only on me you should hold on
Don’t ask for others mental and spiritual company
because I can light every part of your mental and spiritual galaxy…”🥀
