@Universe power

I have taken happiness and sadness inside of me

Fueled with portions of angels and devils energy

 I have burst in tears masked as a  irrational laugh

Cuz it is Better to look crazy than not tough

Too much pressure to adapt to something that you are not

Too much barriers in my mind

Making excuses of all kind

Triggered by the anxiety inside

I have put my heart in a heavy cloud

 making it even harder to pump blood

But in the end

There were messages from the universe sent..

A message to learn

So new abilities I could earn

A healing process filled with pain and fears

From the spiritual journey

Leaving me to shed happy tears

Cuz I didn’t just survive

 but the life I wanted

I was able to provide.

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